To The Next Episode

(once again, sorry for the Madoka Magica reference. they make such perfect journal titles!)
After several confusing days, and I have come to a conclusion. We won't be dating anymore, but we'll still be friends. So, that means, lower your weapons! *cough, cough, * I won't say it ended without any hurt.
You guys are probably annoyed with my Madoka references, but there's just one I have to say. Sayaka Miki, a character who I connect with more than any other character in the world, said a quote that I realize more than ever connects to life itself.
Sayaka- "The balance between hope and despair...it keeps itself at zero. When was it that you told me that?" Sayaka to Kyoko. "I understand what you mean now. I did save quite a few people, but in exchange, hatred and jealously filled my heart. I even hurt my best friend."
Kyoko- "Sayaka, are you-"
Sayaka- "Someone has to be cursed to balance out a wish for someone else's happiness. That's how we magical girls work...I was stupid, so stupid."
Anyway, what Sayaka was trying to say is in order for the universe to be equal, the same amount of hope that one feels is also met with despair.
There were moments in our relationship where I've been more happy than anything else in my entire life. But at the same time, there were moments where I got so depressed I even considered suicide.
Now that our relationship has ended, that balance will no longer be necessary...
If there was one regret I had, it would be that our friendship is now stained with the three and a half weeks we dated...It won't be the same anymore. But that sacrifice is minor. I'm glad we're still friends.
I think it would be better off this way. When I found out she cheated on me, it really hurt.
But like I said, guys, we're still on good terms, so that means no hating!
It hurts it had to be like this, but I understand this is how it has to be.
While my outlook on love has turned slightly more negative, I won't give up! 
I'm going to look for that person who will be my true love! Maybe it is Marcie. Maybe it's someone else.
I don't think I'll know...But, as the title says, to the next episode~