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Farewell Story
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I'm Done.
I'm done. I'm done being nice to people who've been nothing but assholes to me. I'm done smiling and faking things over and over again. I'm done picking up the pieces of my shattered heart. Nothing in this screwed up world is worth living for anymore. And in case you're wondering, most of this is ~VampireKittyMew (https://www.deviantart.com/vampirekittymew)'s fault, so yeah. Go do whatever you want. I'm not worth anyone's anger or tears.
This Is My Despair (Part Two)
I knew it. I always knew it. I'm unlovable...and I hate myself for it. I wish I was prettier, I wish I was nicer, I wish I had a better personality, I wish someone loved me for who I am. But that's never going to happen. The only thing that stays constantly with me is my own despair. Every time I get even a centimeter happier, I get pulled straight back down. But it isn't anyone else's fault. I am worthless, and deserve to be hated.
Can You Face Your True Feelings?
This line from episode 7 just fits the moment perfectly~
I've been having trouble with my feelings lately, ever since Marcie and I broke up. At first, I thought things would be clearer if we broke up...but then I immediately started to regret agreeing to break up, and went into a panick.
But earlier today, I finally recognized my true feelings.
I had sent her a note, asking her how she feels, and she replied she didn't know. I think that if a relationship was meant to be, if she really cared about me she wouldn't hesitate to admit it. So, well, it's pretty obvious, now...
Sorry if that seemed harsh, Marcie >< If you want me to take
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Woah, I didn't understand a thing.... But... Please respond to my comment on the journal before this one.